Thankyou every one, i am really sorry i havent reply, i think Ruth said it all
Thankyou Chrissie, Christine, Gill and Gillian and every one, i do find it difficult some times to write because when i look at Boy it breaks my heart and i just want to pretend everything is fine and treat him as normal then its easier to deal with everyday life, i did come on line last night very late to check on Mabel because i was worried about her and i did see Boys tread but i just couldnt update because like now the tears are just running down my face and tbh i am so tired and not well my self with my back and when i get stressed and tired my back gets worse and then i cant sleep and then comes mornings and i feel like zombies
TBH Boy is still the same , some days he is ok and some he just seems as he has no energy and just doesnt show any interest in food or going out for his little walks, so i have been coming home everyday from work at lunch time to check him and bring him fresh food in the bedroom and
just spend little time and then i go back to work, he is due to see Caroline on 20th but i may call and take him next week instead, he just hate the blood test and he is due for one since he didnt have one last month
I will see what Caroline says after she gets the results and then we go from there.
Phoebe is doing not too bad, she still scracth herself really bad but her face is ok now and after one year now she has moved down stairs and uses the bedroom just for afternoon rest, bless her, she decided to move under the stairs where Boy some times sprays which surprised me so i had to move every thing around for her and now she has an IKEA fleec and a little empty box which she hides behind and then with her little face looks at me and Boy as she is playing hide and S, it just melts my heart and she loves going out really late at night when is nice and quiet out side around 1 or 2 am but there are people who bring their dogs out at that time and the dogs are not on lead, so i have to stay with her and watch her
And since my last post Mr Tramp has been here only twice, which i dont understand why he used to come every night almost same time and i really dont think he gets his food some where else because every time he is here he is starving and i cant work out what stopes him from coming every night!
again every one for all your kind posts , it means a lot.x
Pav