My Rio, half of my world has just gone so suddenly. How can i be here without you.
I really don't know how i'm gonna handle it, i'm not doing to good. All i wanna do is be as close to him as poss and have been watching his videos all day. I have made my 1st tribute to him. Rio wasn't just a loved lad he was much much more. He had Ochi in him so i never really lost his bro,(that was the only thing that kept me going when My Ochi died 18 months ago. He was the closest relationship i havre ever had with any of my loved babes. I can't believe he won't be sleeping with me, snuggling up for a tummy rub, he won't be putting his head to one side in a funny jesture when he gets playfull, he won't be rollong over in a cute way just to get a tummy rub, he won't be my compnay in the day, he won't be here when i need comfort, he won't be here anymore. Oh my boy what am i gonna do without you. He was the same as a child as we can't have kids, he gave everthing to me and i tried to for him.
Gizzy is my lad and has been asleep all day. He knows, he has seen my lad lying in the Bush. I love my Gizyy lad but he hates his tummy rubbed and likes to sleep on his own. I have lost sooooo much.
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=7C90IiyW-msThe words of the song i would change to:-
Pray God I can cope.
I stand and feel alone in this world,
This cruel world.
Ooh, it's hard on me little man,
Now his part is over.
Now starts his life with the father.
I know you had a lot of life in you yet.
I know you had a lot of strength left.
I know you had a lot of life in you yet.
I know you had a lot of strength left.
I am crying, I find it hard to let you go.
I am praying, but I can't stop thinking
Of all the things I should've said,
That I never said.
All the things we should've done,
Though we never did.
All the things I should've given,
But I didn't.
Oh, darling, make it go,
Make it go away.
Give me these moments back.
Give them back to me.
Give me that little kiss.
Give me your paw.
I know you had a lot of life in you yet.
I know you had a lot of strength left.
I know you had a lot of life in you yet.
I know you had a lot of strength left.
I am crying, I find it hard to let you go.
I am praying, but I can't stop thinking
Of all the things we should've said,
That we never said.
All the things we should've done,
Though we never did.
All the things that you needed from me.
All the things that you wanted for me.
All the things that I should've given,
But I didn't.
Oh, darling, make it go away.
Come back to me now.