ive been ill all day but went into the loft tonight to help dh bring our dd's presents down. i'd just picked up the last bag of her presents when barneys bag of presents fell over, seems unreal that me and dd were shopping for him two weeks ago, with no idea he wouldnt be here to enjoy them, i miss him so much. i miss him opening all the shut doors and sneaking upstairs to wake us up and nearly giving me a heart attack in the process. i miss him meeting us of the bus or when we walk home, but most of all i miss him curled up next to me forcing me into the smallest avalible space while has took up the entire sofa. Have a lovely christmas at the bridge xx