At the appointment it was clear there was nothing else to be done. She did try to eat this morning, but it was obviously very difficult for her, and when Jane the vet opened her mouth I could see how much the tumour had grown inside the mouth and Jane said very soon it would either prevent her from swallowing at all or affect her breathing.
I wanted Jane to come out tomorrow sometime, but she persuaded me to pts there and then - I feel terrible now, because before the appointment I'd cleaned BB up around her mouth again as it had been bleeding, and then went to get the cat basket, but she ran off upstairs and under the bed, which she's never done before and I struggled to get her - so her last moments were me trying to get her out from under the bed, and then taken off to the vets again, not the calm and peaceful way I wanted
- although it was very quick and peaceful at the end.
I took this pic of her earlier today with her beloved Harry