Mogs came home last night. Shes probably got to go back today for blood tests if she seems ok but from what the vet said they are expecting her back today ill. They said the next 24-48 hours was crucial and that I would know if shes ok or not. The main thing is to see is she has enough kidney function left to live and to try to get her eating.
Last night I cooked some coley fish in water and she came to the kitchen door because she could smell it. She went to where the food is normally and just looked at the water dish but her back legs were all splayed like bambi on the kitchen floor. She couldnt do her usual yelling just quiet little squeaks. I had to let it cool before feeding them and by the time it had Mogs had gone back to bed. I put some down about a foot away from her bed in the front room and she came out and drank the liquid then just lay in front of the dish for about 10 minutes before she had the strength to eat any fish. Of course Amber was convinced Mogs was getting something special and left her own fish to come and eat Mogs's. Mogs did eat some fish but only a couple of mouthfulls before going back to bed.
She came out to use the tray and Amber screamed at her and thumped her one. In fact Mogs has now used the tray twice and Ambers screamed each time which isnt good. The rest of the time Amber is guarding me and glaring at Mogs.
This morning Mogs is a little more mobile but still very wobbly and her back legs just dont seem to be right. They're kind of splayed and her back seems flat from part way down. At one point I thought they'd given up completely on her as she tried to get up and only the front half worked. Shes been in the kitchen for breakfast. I gave them both felix senior with extra warm water to melt the jelly. Mogs has had her jelly and Ambers but hasnt eaten any meat and hasnt drunk any water. Again she had to come and lie down for a rest half way through. Shes back in bed now.
My mind is going in circles. Part of me is saying shes eating so must feel better and want to live. The other half is saying what life is there if she cant jump on the bed or settee for a cuddle, isnt drinking or eating enough, isnt standing up but is kind of crouched down and just isnt happy. She isnt going to get better. I lifted her onto the settee for a cuddle this morning and she put her head on my wrist and just lay there. She didnt struggle at all and Mogs doesnt really do cuddles.
I have to phone the vet at lunchtime for a chat but think this afternooon will be the final journey
Sorry about the sad post
love
Tab