Hi all,
just a quick update tonight as ive got to go work in a mo, nearly forgot to update tonight with one thing or another...
Been to the hospital today and my dads been tonight and my mums not doing as good as i was hoping, she has lost a lot of weight and i imagine she is probably down to about 4st now and looking dangerously thin, her arms are so bruised now and looking a mess because of the canulars and her viens are breaking down constantly, she is having panic attacks at night due to not sleeping because she is frightend that she isnt going to wake up and due to the medication and lack of sleep she is having hallucinations which are causing the panik attacks , she is still constantly on oxygen and she dont look good at all, but she was still able to send her love to each and everyone of you on here, ive told her she has come this far so dont give up the fight even tho she is running out of fight now... i think the next few days will be the hardest she has ever had to deal with and if she pulls through the next few days then she will have done well, if ever i needed a miracle to happen its now, but if im honest its not looking good for her...
My mums not been well enuff to use the laptop so im taking it in with me daily and trying my best to read her the messages you have all left...
Theres not much more i can add tonight but will try and update tomorrow night if i can after i get back from the hospital...
heres hoping for better news tomorrow..
night all.. xx