Topic: Issey x (Read 8811 times)

JackSpratt · « **Reply #61 on:** November 20, 2010, 09:14:47 AM »

Understand completely Michelle.

clarenmax · « **Reply #60 on:** November 19, 2010, 09:21:35 AM »

I know you you feel hunnie, some days everything is fine, other days it all just feels as though it was yesterday again

bunglycat · « **Reply #59 on:** November 19, 2010, 02:40:26 AM »

Liz · « **Reply #58 on:** November 18, 2010, 22:18:20 PM »

Michelle

Michelle (furbabystar) · « **Reply #57 on:** November 18, 2010, 22:04:25 PM »

I miss you Soooooooo much

clarenmax · « **Reply #56 on:** March 15, 2010, 17:24:52 PM »

Aw hunnie, sending you lots of

bunglycat · « **Reply #55 on:** March 15, 2010, 16:18:06 PM »

Mark · « **Reply #54 on:** March 15, 2010, 15:10:19 PM »

It hurts doesn't it

She was a beautiful girl

Stuart · « **Reply #53 on:** March 14, 2010, 19:44:04 PM »

Michelle (furbabystar) · « **Reply #52 on:** March 14, 2010, 10:43:30 AM »

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY BABY -

I missed buying you a card this year

Have fun with Missy and I'll continue to look after Rocky, Lilly and Fleur
Love You xxxxx

bunglycat · « **Reply #51 on:** December 24, 2009, 23:43:55 PM »

Michelle - i know how you feel - lost interest in Xmas this year !

Michelle (furbabystar) · « **Reply #50 on:** December 24, 2009, 23:10:14 PM »

Happy christmas my precious baby girl ......

Don't be angry with me but i didnt put up the stocking this year, if you cant have one then the others cant either...sorry just couldnt face it this year.

So.....be happy and send me a sign so i know you are still with me

love you all the world and back again

Mummy xxxx

bunglycat · « **Reply #49 on:** December 18, 2009, 23:29:44 PM »

Quote from: furbabystar (Michelle) on December 18, 2009, 15:18:49 PM

At 2.45 this afternoon it was 3mth since You went away -

it hasnt got easier, time hasnt healed...

Love You with all my heart baby girl xxx

Yes Michelle -i noticed this earlier -both Issey and Bungly went to the bridge on a Friday and at 2.45pm !
I feel just like you do too.

Sending you

madpants · « **Reply #48 on:** December 18, 2009, 16:19:33 PM »

She'll always be with you Michelle, and she's in a happy place now, with lots friends to cuddle up to, including my Willow.

Michelle (furbabystar) · « **Reply #47 on:** December 18, 2009, 15:18:49 PM »

At 2.45 this afternoon it was 3mth since You went away -

it hasnt got easier, time hasnt healed...

Love You with all my heart baby girl xxx

bunglycat · « **Reply #46 on:** December 14, 2009, 00:26:52 AM »

Can''t post much at the moment -thanks Michelle xx

swampmaxmum · « **Reply #45 on:** December 13, 2009, 23:11:15 PM »

Michelle (furbabystar) · « **Reply #44 on:** December 11, 2009, 18:04:00 PM »

Look after Bungly, I know You were there to greet her today
xxx

clarenmax · « **Reply #43 on:** November 17, 2009, 13:52:57 PM »

JackSpratt · « **Reply #42 on:** November 17, 2009, 11:53:30 AM »

Michelle.

Bazsmum · « **Reply #41 on:** November 16, 2009, 03:07:34 AM »

bunglycat · « **Reply #40 on:** November 16, 2009, 02:51:35 AM »

Michelle (furbabystar) · « **Reply #39 on:** November 16, 2009, 00:26:12 AM »

Just seen your name in this years roll of honour

I never ever thought I'd lose You IS, sometimes its just too much to bear!
I want it to all be a dream...I'd like you to come home now please. I'm sitting here looking round the room, where are you Baby ?
I really find it hard to believe you are dead, one tiny little lump and 6mths later you are gone !!!!!

You were my world, never will there be another cat like you. We were connected you and Me....

I love you darling with every beat of my broken heart xxxxx

clarenmax · « **Reply #38 on:** November 03, 2009, 08:52:43 AM »

Just take each day as it comes hunnie, you don't have to be strong all the time

Michelle (furbabystar) · « **Reply #37 on:** November 03, 2009, 00:52:38 AM »

Thanks Carol - yes still struggling, I put a brave face on but I'm in so much pain

CarolM (Wendolene) · « **Reply #36 on:** November 02, 2009, 11:33:40 AM »

I'm so sorry that your pain is still so intense Michelle. I know it doesn't feel like it now but with time you WILL manage to smile again.

Dry your tears

You can shed tears because she gone,
Or you can smile because she has lived.

You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
Or you can open your eyes and see all that she has left.

Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
Or you can be full of the love you shared.

You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.

You can remember only that she has gone,
Or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.

clarenmax · « **Reply #35 on:** November 02, 2009, 10:21:25 AM »

Bazsmum · « **Reply #34 on:** November 01, 2009, 22:35:47 PM »

Michelle (furbabystar) · « **Reply #33 on:** November 01, 2009, 21:48:53 PM »

Love and miss you with all my heart -
Not a day goes by when I don't think about you -

I love you baby xxx

swampmaxmum · « **Reply #32 on:** October 24, 2009, 12:54:59 PM »

Bazsmum · « **Reply #31 on:** October 22, 2009, 19:00:29 PM »

JackSpratt · « **Reply #30 on:** October 22, 2009, 14:50:07 PM »

Returning the hug. I know it will get easier, but it doesn't always feel like it.

Michelle (furbabystar) · « **Reply #29 on:** October 22, 2009, 13:31:20 PM »

JS I know what you are going through

I do those mad things too, I think its only natural. (although they arnt mad to us)
I'll confess to something else I am doing - Rocky has taken to laying next to Me in bed, I close my eyes and pretend its Issey !!

All I can hope is that the pain gets less, which i am it will, but i think the missing them will never ever go away....

Sending you a massive cuddle JS, from my broken heart to yours xxx

JackSpratt · « **Reply #28 on:** October 21, 2009, 12:53:12 PM »

Michelle, I've not read these posts until now. We lost Jack over a month ago and emotion still overrides logic and I find myself checking in his shelter outside for him when it's cold. I know he's not there but I look anyway; just in case something miraculous has happened and he's come back to me. (I know how mad that sounds, don't worry.)

You aren't alone feeling like this. Most of the time I seem to be numb to the loss, but every now and then it hits me full force and I end up a crying wreck.

And you didn't do anything wrong. You gave Issey every chance and also knew when it was time to let her go so she left this world with the dignity she deserved.

Sending you a huge hug.

miriambuddy · « **Reply #27 on:** October 20, 2009, 20:19:40 PM »

RIP sweet Issey

Bazsmum · « **Reply #26 on:** October 18, 2009, 14:15:35 PM »

Maybe this was Issey's way of letting you know that the time was right Michelle....

Michelle (furbabystar) · « **Reply #25 on:** October 18, 2009, 12:31:54 PM »

A whole month without you now....

I had a dream last night, you were frozen and as you started to defrost you began to purr. Dunno who was with Me but i asked them what was happening and they said as you defrozed you were coming alive again but you would go back to how you were just before i pts. (in pain)
So i had to decide whether to allow you to defrost or put you back

I was cuddling you over my shoulder, just like i was while you were pts. It seemed so real.....and even now I can still almost feel your warm soft body on my shoulder

I LOVE YOU BABY

Nicola (RockysMum) · « **Reply #24 on:** October 15, 2009, 10:44:10 AM »

Oh Michelle, I'm so sorry. My thoughts are with you. It's horribly hard and with some cats there's an extra special bond there that makes it even more heartbreaking. I lost my boy Rocky back in April and I still have a lot of weepy moments and still feel so angry at times that he was taken from me.
Just take some comfort in the fact that you gave Issey a wonderful life and so much love.

Nicola xx

Bazsmum · « **Reply #23 on:** October 13, 2009, 19:21:59 PM »

You will have days like this Michelle, just feel like you are coping then crash, bang wallop the awful fizzing of sheer panic overtakes....

You have had so much to cope with recently, this is still so raw for you!

There will be days when laughter will take over too...Im sure you have loads of lovely memories of your sweet little girls!

clarenmax · « **Reply #22 on:** October 13, 2009, 16:58:04 PM »

Sweetheart, you could not have done anything else, you did everything within your power to help your baby girl, but in the end the angels needed her more

If you need to cry every day, then cry, I still cry for Max often, and he's never a second away from my thoughts.

We're always here for you xxx

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