I wish I had not looked. I have to decide next week if Bella's medication fails to let her go with the dignity I always promised all of mine when I took them in.
My name is from my beautiful Smudge and Pickles my kittens I lost to Cardiomyopathy.
Pickles died in my arms having waited from me to come back from my stables, as I picked him up to kiss him hello he fell back into my arms and died.
I do believe there is a rainbow bridge and that Im going to meet each and everyone of my furry babies again one day.
sorry to go on but feeling a little low at the prespect of maybe losing Bella
xxxxxx