Decided to shove the tears in a bottle and up the care, Lancelot brings the food up on 3 hourly feeds and Lovealot is difficult to get enough into, so trying to syringe small amounts every hour in the hope it will stay down and do some good; just given them both a gentle bath and blow dry cos I know when I feel rough it makes me feel better, so they are clean, comfortable, sleeping and for now have kept the last 2 tiny syringe feeds down.
Thank you all for being so kind, in truth when you are on your own in rescue and high dependancy kittens come in no matter how hard you try you cannot make "ME" time, I have had non stop high dependancy ones since May when Kent city roller arrived 5 of them needed bottle feeding and nursing back to health, think I had just about got them lapping when Ripley turned up and then of course Hercules and Hester 2 days before DM adopted Ripley so intensive care continued until they recovered and then that fateful day off and Garcia arrived followed a week later by Babe and then of course the Siralots and Pud, this is on top of all the cats in pens who I havent got time to photograph for webpage which is so out of date; I am not trying to moan just explain how exhausting it all is and why my emotions keep getting loose, I usually shove everything bad in an imaginary bottle and put the lid on tight somehow my lid has worked loose.
As long as there is some hope I will keep fighting for my boys and if its a 24hour a day job I will get through it; I just really need for nothing new to come in as we have so many cats/kittens here .