This feed has been a little easier than last time when he was literally screaming at me and fighting me every step of the way, still syringe feeding him but no screams this time and managed to get enough into him; think part of the problem is me being so weak and allowing myself to get so heartbroken over him, his brothers are lapping huge amounts and gaining weight but Lovealot is still the same weight as he was a week ago 317 grams maybe I should stop comparing I dont know, but on Friday Lancelot had gained over 50grams and Noshalot had gained 95grams must admit it was only Lovealot who passed such copius amounts of blood. Is it any wonder that I am obsessed with poop, by the way finally all 3 are passing solid lumps. Its just so hard to keep going sometimes, but at least I am a little more hopefully than last feed.