Aww look at snowball isnt he lovely, T he wouldnt be here if it wasnt for you, so STOP beating yourself up about it, think of all the cats you have saved, when I cam to pick up Ripley I didnt think Hercules and Hester would survive they really looked so poorly but you saved them, you made them what they are today. Even my JO Ripley owes his life to you, you are wonderful x