4 months tomorrow since you passed, my little Max. I looked at all your photos and the ones I took of you near the end, when you looked so far away and quiet and trusting. I love you and your brother Swampy with all my heart and always will. I miss you so terribly. No-one comes to the loo with me in the night and sits on my lap and purrs that funny little soft purr. I can leave crinkly plastic in the flat and no-one chews it. There are no white hairs on everything and no more holes in my clothes. oh Maxy. I'm so so sorry that your last weekend was so difficult and I will never ever forget how, even with your heart and lungs giving up on you my baby, you jumped down and came to me and lay quietly in my arms all night, that last night.
Rest in peace my little Maxsheesh, my little Maximiliano Diablo beautiful boy, be happy with Swampy and know that you are loved more than anything, most special boys of all.