Thank you all for your good wishes and I dont feel calm at all I am afraid, although I am trying for Frantas sake.
His siezure was quite mild this time and he didnt wet himself and his thrashing was nowhere near as bad as before.
He was actually lying on my knee limpetted to me as yesterday and then his head seemed to get stuck to the right and he started twitching.
Took me a few seconds to understand what was happening and put him on the floor but was able to keep a hand on him most of timer, usually I have to get totally clear or will be ripped to shreads.
He was disoriented but I dont think blind after, his eyes looked normal to me, he ate a dish of the hated felix and then just lay there drooling, so had to wait foir about half hour before taking him to the vets. He was just lying on his side in his carrier most of way there and back and think he is as exhausted as I feel.
He had his first marbocyl jab at the vets and then we have 6 more days of them and am wondering if I can bring them forward to around midday incase I dont get one done, cos otherwise he will have to go as an out of hours patient and cost £100 plus. I will ring the vets tomorrow and ask them.
I am wishing and hoping for no more seizures and its a year this month since the first ones and he has just gone seizure free for the longest time since then, and I was starting to feel very optimistic...........bloomin stupid me