i know how you are feeling, i had to have my Tigger pts at the end of January and i still get sad about it, like today i was looking out of the kitchen window and i thought of him and how i miss seeing him come walking down the path and i just broke down and had a cry, so yes, it does hit you from time to time, it's getting easier but i have moments like that and really want him back, but i would'nt want him to suffer again.
Chris.