I've just had a chat to Valerie from the OCA and she's lovely and it sounds as if Beanie is in the right place. The longest they have had a cat in their care is 9 months before a forever home is found. The units they are housed in are all double units, they have their own radiators, soft covers, toys etc so basically it's like home from home. Val said they get lots of attention and they have set times for each of the helpers, staff to go in the pens with them and spend quality time with each cat so she definitely won't lack the attention. I feel a lot happier now I've spoken to her, they really do sound as if they care and she's fine about me phoning or emailing to see how she's getting on. I had to pull myself together a couple of times to stop myself from crying, I still really feel awful for her but in time, I think this is for the best and hopefully her perfect home is out there.