Hi Hun
So glad she has recovered
I feel for you cause i have done exactly the same thing, ie moved from a busy town into country with less traffic and fields but all the years i was in the busy town not one of my lads were in an rta.
Since moving 10 years ago out here i have had my Arnie (blue Burmese) go missing and in the last 2 years had my wonderful lads Ochi, Rio and Gizmo killed on the road at the back of my garden. It's not a really busy road but it has random traffic on a long road that speed in a 30 mph limit with fields accross the road.
That road has been more of a danger to my babes than living in a busy town
It's the random traffic which gives false security, the unlawful speed of the cars and the temptation of the field accross it.
Coming from a town, i would have thought the quieter area would of been safer. They loved the area cause of all the fields.
I have two 7 months olds now and they are sadly indoor / cat proofed garden only. They have never been out and apart form getting a bit bored at times, they are happy lads. They love the garden and hunt etc and play alot in it. I know they would be happier if allowed to go out to the fields but they will die on that road at some point, i just know it.
When my Ochi died at 18 mths old, i was so devistated, i cat proofed the garden and kept his brother Rio in. Adopted a littleun for a playpal Gizmo and intended to keep them both in safe. But Rio was used to going out for a year and was very unhappy. I just couldn't see him that unhappy so after a while started to let him out again, keeping Gizmo in. Every night i prayed and worried that he wouldn't come when i called to get him in or that in the day he wouldn't come home after an outing. Months later all was ok. Had the rta with Ochi been an awful one off? From being in a busy town, Ochi was my 1st rta. Gizzy seeing Rio go out cryed to do the same so i relented and let him go out too. I continued to pray and worry every second they were out.
Last year i lost Rio & Gizmo so very close to each other to that road. It is still to painful to talk about. Rio esp was my sole cat.
So i so know what you are feeling. The thing is would she be happy being an indoor only when she already knows whats outside? If she is then i would try and keep her in and if you can cat proof the garden so she has some outside life but safe. If you find like i did with Rio and Gizmo that they were so very unhappy and their personalites changed then you have a decsion to make either to give her a happy but possible short life or a safe life but maybe not so happy life. It really depends on her, how she feels about going out.
It's a decsion that is so hard to make and worried me every second. Do i keep them safe but unhappy or do i give them happiness but can't secure their safety.
It seems with cats and living here, i will worry about something all the time. When Rio & Gizzy was out i worried for thier safety, when i had them indoor only, i worried they were unhappy. Now with my two lads safe and thank god don't know what the front door means to go outside, i still worry they get bored in the same enviroment all the time. Thank god at the mo they show no signs of wanting to go out as they have the garden and i play with them.
This wont help ya alot i know but just wanted to let you know you def aint alone with how you are feeling.