Thanks, so much, yes im devastated, I haven't ever felt like this for a pet, I think because I seen Ruby from birth ( my friends cat was her mum) and picked her, and waited for her, and I guess she is very spoilt, so I find that hurts more, than if she was street wise, she has never been hungry so to speak, always had food and warm and love on tap!
I feel also for my Daughter, she was going through a bad time when we got Ruby and they bonded so much, she is so upset, we call her at the back door all the time, and have scoured the streets, rang all the vets yesterday and rescue centers, but nothing. We had a call Friday afternoon from a lady a few doors down, and my heart leapt we ran down there with her basket, and as the door opened I thought of her little face looking up at me but sadly it wasnt Ruby, and thats made me feel worse since then, rush of many emotions I guess.
We hope we pray, and I try to block the awful thoughts im having and keep busy, as its her first xmas we bought her treats and a little hat, which is waiting for her, never cried so much! and Im usually a very strong person. ( Hoping and praying for our Ruby to come on home) Thanks so much hun for your reply.
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