Hello all
Thankyou all for the kind, kind messages regarding the passing to Rainbow bridge of my beautiful baby boy Gizmo...... I am feeling a little better than I did since I showed my vet the pictures of Gizzy when he was dead (I had taken these because my youngest daughter was away and would have imagined the worst if I hadn't) He confirmed that he could see from Gizmo's position and the fact that there was no sign of pain on his face just a little sweet boy that had fallen asleep. He had no damaged claws no dirty coat not a drop of blood either
He said with the history of Smudge and Pickles cardiomyopathy he was almost certain that it was also Gizzy's heart that had failed and he was sure his death had been instant.
I miss him terribly and I know some of you understand when you have that one special little fur babe (I love them all with all my heart but Gizzy and I had a wonderful relationship) I have made and idiot of myself the places I have broken down in tears including the supermarket and doctors surgery. I'm still finding waking up without my Gizzy head kiss so hard and that little face at the front door ever time I came home.
Louis has just stopped calling Gizmo and has become friends with Daisy it was her and Elle first birthday today and they all had a special tea.......I wished Gizmo could have been with them too.
I have had to take his pictures down from my living rooms and office as I cant cope with looking at them without crying quite yet
I will start posting again once I feel I can I'm just taking every day as it comes.
I'm just glad that I had the great pleasure and honour to be the meowmy of the most beautiful boy in the whole world. I will be happier when he sends me that Rainbow
Thankyou all so much again and I hope you all and your beautiful fur babies are all keeping well
Helen
xxx