forgive me, but I am going to post exactly the same message on both boys' threads here on RB. I am going to be away and not able to light candles for the boys, which I do at night and also on fridays, to commemorate their passing. I have bought a small orchid to put next to their caskets. It didn't feel right to have fake flowers.
I just wanted them to know that I may be away from what was their home, but they are with me always. I know it sounds odd, but I think some of you on here will understand. I keep their caskets in the windowsill where they always slept.
If anyone is lighting a candle in the next 3 weeks, and if you remember, please could you just offer a little thought up to my Swampy and my Max. It is now 10 months since Max passed and 7 months since Swampy passed but it still feels so raw and recent. It's going to be hard as I am going back to where they used to live, in SA, to visit our ex neighbour.
Fly free little boys, I love you always xxxxxxxxxx