oh my sweet sweet boy..... it still absolutely breaks my heart youre not here and there is not a single day goes by i dont think about you.... dont know why youre making me think about you even more this last week and break my heart afresh every time i do, but its ok really.... there are some things i dont think will ever change. just never think i've replaced you. i havent. i couldnt. i do wish i could understand why you had to go so soon, but i know i never will. i wish i could let go of some of the images i have of you... or at least not have them so prominent... i'm so sorry my sweet angel boy.... i miss you. i miss you..... xxxx