We went to the vet this morning and as she examined him she said his kidney was extremely enlarged also said the fact that he has a tumour on his anus says that he must have other tumours inside,the thought of him being riddled with cancer just makes me feel sick,he really hadn't shown any signs of illness until Wednesday,but apparently cats are very good at hiding just how ill they are until they are at a serious stage according to the vet.
It took me almost half an hour to make the final decision,I didn;t want to take the one chance of him recovering away from himthe vet said even if he'd go on a drip we'd be back to square one once he would come off it,I just can't believe how fast he's gone downhill,at least this way I guess he had a bit of dignity left,he was still using his litter tray and he still knew us,the vet said his body would of basically of been poisoned all the way through therefore having a horrible death as a consequence.
Thanks guys for being there for me. The house is going to be a much empty and quiet one now he's gone,it's going to take some getting used to
