Ive not been around here for a while, ive been busy moving house and had no internet connection.
Anyway, when i joined i had just got 2 new kittens, Willow and Skiba i named them. They have just turned 6 months old. I went out on Sat and as always all my animals were put in the kitchen, thats both cats and my 2 dogs, an old boxer (8yrs) and young springer spaniel (9months). I was only gone around 15 mins and realised id forgotten something so came home, opened the kitchen door to find Willow lay lifeless on the dogs bed and Lottie the spaniel next to her licking her. My friend was with me and i immediately walked out of the room as i thought i was going to be sick. I went into where she lay and picked her up, convinced i could feel a heart beat i ran to the vets with her in my jacket, it was shut and i came home to be assured by everyone that she was dead. It took a while for me to believe it but eventually i reluctantly gave her to my dad. I am absolutely devastated. I blame myself for leaving her in there, she was so small. We burried her on Monday, in a nice place where we go walking.
We are not sure what happened, im thinking it was either a heart attack from Lottie playing too rough with her (I just cant imagine it being in an aggressive way as shes such a loving dog, but i guess you never know) or shes been lay on the dogs bed and Bud my Boxer has lay on her, being too big to feel her under him and shes suffocated. Ill never know i just hope she didnt suffer for long.
So RIP little girl. We miss you so much xxx
