Thanks everyone
I'm sure she's in a better place now and no more tummy problems bless her. When I first picked Amelia and Azura up, Amelia was absolutely petrified of me, well not just me but anyone. She was even hissing at the breeder when I collected her. Over the time that I had her, she learnt that she wasn't going to come to any harm and ended up the most gorgeous loving cat you could wish for
She still had the odd day where she'd be a little wary but nothing like when I first got her. As soon as my hand touched her, she would roll around purring and staring up at me with such sad eyes, she did have a knack of worming her way in with you but she came across as being so delicate and needing gentle handling
I just hope todays decision was the right one for her but I'm not going to ponder on the thoughts of what if, otherwise it will get me in floods of tears again