i am so sorry to hear this news Becca, but he is safe, warm and loved, so he is lucky. I know you will do everything possible to give him the best life and to let him go when he no longer enjoys life. Re the surgery, I personally wouldn't put an animal through it even if they were insured, it wouldn't be the money side putting me off, it would be the op in an older cat and what kind of life they would have otherwise. Programmes like SuperVets do annoy me slightly, as they make people think that practically anything can be done, but they dont go into the money side of it too much, and as much as we would all do anything for our animals, I personally couldn't justify things like £10k (the heart transplant) - I would end up without a house, and that wouldn't do the cat any good after major surgery. And I haven't found any insurance company pay up to that level, so even with the top insurance level, you would still be looking at £3k.