None of them ever deserve this. Your cry is what I have said over and over about my beloved Winston. He didn't deserve it either. But then it occurred to me - none of them ever do.
I DO hope things are better than they seem. And I also know that what I am about to say won't matter worth a damn right now (if the worst turns out to be true). But it IS true.
Regardless of how little time he may have had (and I hope that he has years and years and years yet) YOU have helped him and made his life better. As he has yours. I know what cold comfort that is. Have buried too many babies of my own and had people say that to me and had it bounce off. But it IS true.
We are NOT giving up. Indeed, we are thinking only the most positive thoughts. But you should understand that no matter how painful this is for you (and we all KNOW the pain!) - you have done well by him. Are doing well by him. And will do well by him. And he knows it. You gave him a chance to
know love and trust.
Trust me - he know and understands and loves you for it all.
I know it's hard for you. But we are keeping the faith and sending more hugs your way than you can ever deal with!
ALL our love and good thoughts.
me and Winston and
Tony
Annabelle Lee
Edgar
Molly
Simon
Mariah
Fan (aka 'she whose name....)
Felix
Spencer
Gabrielle
Niome
Puck
Pixie
Ozzie
Sadie
Clawdette
Gideon, and
Bogs (as in 'boggles the mind...)