for the last few days i kept filling up, well today it came to a head and just before the flood gates opened and i cried and cried, but i do this in privacy as i don't think my son would understand, it was also to do with family but we wont go there---half of them are not worth the bother, anyway i missed my Tiggs, when i was down in the dumps i would always cuddle him and he seemed to understand, the more i thought of him the more i cried, i'm ok now, just wanted to get that out.
Chris.