Smudge 1 year on

[tammy]

Actually Desley I think I have dealt pretty well with the situation and have only been thinking about it all again recently as it is coming up to the anniversary. I am really struggling with the whole Fluffy situation though. She was PTS in May due to cancer and I am still riddled with guilt and sadness.

[Desley (booktigger)]

Can't believe it has been so long since you lost Smudge Tammy, I hope things aren't too bad for you, and am sure she is happy playing up there, and sends you a sign.

[Gill (sneakiefeline)]

I am sure Smudge is having loads of fun on the Bridge but maybe you will get a rainbow soon 

[tammy]

Thanks Helen

[Tiggy's Mum]

She'll be safe and sound at the Bridge, waiting for you until you are ready to collect her 

Remember Our Love

I was chosen that day
I'm learning to fly
the world took me away,
but please don't you cry

And I chose you today
to try and be strong
so please don't you cry
and don't say that I'm gone

When you're feeling alone
just remember our love,
I'm up near the stars
looking down from above.

Remember our love
In a moment you'll see
that I'm still here beside you
when you're thinking of me.

[tammy]

It will be a year next week since Smudge died and we still miss her greatly.

Hope she is happy wherever she may be.

Tammy