It took me months to build up Boston's trust and now I've blown it with him
![No sad :sad no:](https://www.purrsinourhearts.co.uk/Smileys/purrs smilies/121.gif)
He's going to his new home and because he's still semi feral, he will not let you pick him up without a good fight. I've had to con him with some sardines as they're one of his favourites, and then had to scruff him and put him a carrier
![Cry :'(](https://www.purrsinourhearts.co.uk/Smileys/purrs smilies/cry.gif)
I really hated doing it to him, I love him to bits and I just wish he could understand it's for the best.....he will get a wonderful home although it's going to break my heart parting with him. I'm now sat her crying because I feel so crap, so I know I'm going to make a total clutz of myself when I take him to Cheryls
![knackered :tired:](https://www.purrsinourhearts.co.uk/Smileys/purrs smilies/sleepy.gif)
I just hope he'll forgive me in time
![No sad :sad no:](https://www.purrsinourhearts.co.uk/Smileys/purrs smilies/121.gif)