i actually went to visit riff the other day for the first time since hed gone and i felt fine was talking to him and everything didnt cry at all until some gentleman came upto me and said are u admiring how beautiful our church is and i just broke down after my mum died last jan and after my nana died in march i didnt cry this much but after riff died its almost like something snapped but i dont think it helps with how and where he died cause when he went missing the road he got knocked down on i actually kept looking for him but i didnt think to look across the road for him apparently he was on the corner across the road from where i was looking for over a day and it just felt like he was waiting for me but i never saw him everytime me my neighbour steve and few of the other neighbours have a few drinks in the communal garden steve makes us take a moment to think of riff cause he knows how much riff meant to me cause weve always talked about how his lil dog is the perfect dog well riff was always the perfect cat even if he did worry me sometimes
