I was in town on Sat and popped into the pet shop and in a pen was one tiny kitten all on her own, her siblings had all been sold (£100) I made the mistake of going to say hello and she was so cute and looked so lonely. They said she is 7wks but I have got a feeling she is younger.
I hung around for ages and made loads of phone calls to Mum, sisters etc and then thought I should buy her and then try to rehome her, I knew deep down though that if I got her home I would not be able to let her go and I just cant take on any more at the moment, she is so tiny and the Bengals so rough (I feel like I am trying to justify being a bad person now) I have thought about her all weekend and still feel like I should do something.
Please dont think too badly of me, I feel bad enough.