Thanks everyone for your kind thoughts, emails and Pav for the lovely flowers
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Sorry I've not posted sooner but I've been trying to get my head round the whole sorry mess and I've had guilty thoughts obviously wondering whether I should have just let the vet put her to sleep in the first place
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She was comfortable and warm which is what I wanted most for her but sadly this wasn't enough and she died in my arms. In some ways I've been trying to put it out of my mind but it's not always easy and hits you at the most stupid times. It's also got me thinking about my other babes and of course Lucas who I still cry over and poor Pagan who was rescued but too late. Whenever one dies, it brings it all back with all the babes you've lost over the years so it's really quite depressing and with it being xmas, although anytime is the wrong time, xmas just seems so much crueller in some ways.
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Jasmine, another paw print left on my heart by such a gorgeous girl, and I'm sure Billy only pretended not to love you, xxxxx
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